To be honest,
I've never made really important decisions. I don't know why, it may
be because as I am part of the bilingual group we don't get too many options or because I am a very abstained person when the time
requires a decision. I'm so abstained that, even now, in second of
bachillerato I still don't know what I want to study when I get to
university. However, this doesn't mean that I had never made a
decision.
The first
decision I made was not to attend to French but to Technology,
however, as I was a bilingual student, I had to learn French too.
That, honestly, was very disappointing.
Nevertheless, in
second year, we had technology too, which was an improvement made
thanks to ours parents that were complaining about us complaining of
wanting to attend to Technology. It was a step forward.
If I remember
well, during third year I didn't make any decisions, whether
important nor insignificant. Not until summer. During summer third
year students have to think about what to choose: arts or science.
However, I had to make a bigger decision: I have to decide I was
going to live in Ireland for a year. Truth be said, it wasn't a real
decision, my mother said to me “You're going and there's nothing
else to talk about”, so it was an awareness. Anyway, it meant a big
change in my life, I hadn't done anything like this before, my last
travel to a foreign country was in 2009 to Wales with the bilingual
group for a week, and that didn't have too much to do against this. I
had to choose the subjects I was going to be attending (they were
Physics, applied Mathematics, Geography and Biology), and the clothes
I was taking with me. Apart from that, I didn't do any other decision
for the rest of the summer or even in Ireland. As I said before, I am
a veru abstained person.
Last year I
didn't make any other decision apart of choosing the science way, and
Technology instead of Drawing or Biology(despite that, ironically,
this last one was the one I go my highest mark in my year abroad).
Any other decision were made during first of bachillerato.
This year,
contrary to my habit of not doing decision, I have already done two.
The first one is to pass Physics with a good grade. I'm sick of
Magdalena saying “Andrés, I'll see you next” or “You better
move to arts next years, the upcoming class is better than you in
physics”. I'm not going to be trampled; I'll show Magdalena what I
am capable of. The other decision is a promise that my mother had
made me: if I get a distinction media, she would install a small
climbing wall at the back patio with the money they're saving from
the university matriculation. That's why I've decide that, after 5
years studying practically nothing (just the minimum to pass or
getting a bit more), I've decide to be serious with my studies. Just
to get a climbing wall.